Perspective of the past – a reflection
Oh my gosh! It really wasn’t published. Thanks Prashant for the SMS!
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If reflections are what I would want them to be, it will be full of thanks, appreciation and gratitude. The preparation of the proposal and delivery of the presentation – such fond memories of working together, slaves to time and datelines, bickering and jokes. Who would have thought it is already time to think back, reminisce and write this blog?
The presentation by team “Shoot” was one that has much to desire. After numerous consultations, practices and also self-reviews, we were all gripped by nervousness on the fateful day. The main points were delivered, however the many subtle hints and secret emphasis were lost. Gone, patience hours of reaching for Nirvana – perfection in presentation.
In retrospect, I feel that my part of the presentation was poorly delivered. My tone was fluctuating too much and I sound as if I am wavering. Truth as it is, I forgot the finer points I want to make and I panicked. I was left hysterical, and my mind was whirling. I was desperately trying to focus and get my delivery together again. However, wits failed and my hands were not steady, my pace, my speech was crude and came across probably as being unprepared.
For improvement, I would rest more the night before to keep myself fresh and mind keen. I should have a set of prepared notes on hand even if I had memorised my script to prevent future slips. Also, practice and practice and practice and one day, it will be perfect.
That said, I was rather happy that our findings and proposal was a success. Working in the group was a memorable experience and I have certainly learnt a lot especially from Prashant who has a natural gifted tongue and brains to match it. Chai Yee who is a serious worker and never fails to remind us of our agenda should we wander wayward. Gail for her “madness” which inspires us all: Ecotourism prevails!!
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